I am shy, discreet, try to make that everybody loves me, but due to fighting, falling, recovering me there are moments or you let go. In these moments there, you see everything in black and the only remedy and the time so that that passes... Because when you looks and feels all your scars of past it is even more difficult... Kept silent about rest locked on you even, you see that highly-rated negative of your miserable life, that you have anything carries out, that you have no purpose, that all that you made until now are failures... This circle infernal is horrible, I want that "he" goes out of my head, of my thought, I want to be strong yes, but... I am not as well brave of what as think of the others... In reality I am low and stupid I want so so much to succeed in my studies, but shall say it that something prevents me from it... Me.